Yea, me, back before I got electrocuted. For some reason, having the physical body semitrashed on the nerve and electrical level sort of shorted me out, so I have pretty much zip abilities in that regard at all now. It used to be humbling and weird to get yanked into situations, awake and also in sleep, where it eventually became clear that someone was praying to get out of deep life-threatening, or life-ending, shit, and then I seemed to be sent/pulled/there as a direct result. To feel like the literal answer to someone's serious prayers is confusing and humbling in a serious way. People used to call me up and thank me for 'saving' them--from overseas, from next door--the day after I had 'saved' them in dreams. A Tibetan lama said that he 'felt safer knowing I was out there'--holy shit. I think things got so extreme that I wouldn't be surprised if I secretly was pretty glad to get wiped off the higher-level map--and it was a weird relief to become headblind, but then, it left me feeling sort of useless.
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